I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn’t real
But reality sets in and this pain really hurts and its how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice in my mind, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears
I don’t know what happened, although you were miles away you always held my hand
You said you would never let go, that is what I don’t understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
So many plans we had laid in our hands
Lost and confused, feels like I’m choking
A lot of things I did not say
I guess I just thought there would never be a sunset on our days
My mind overflows with even the short memories of you
of all that we’ve shared, all that we knew.
I long for your touch and your warm embrace,
the look in your eyes, the smile on your face.
My dreams are filled with your soft gentle voice
Songs I once love have lost their meaning
Your calming presence gone in a whisper
I let you in to a place I have never let a soul before
That secret garden reserved for someone so special
The only thing I feel now
Is that no-one else will ever reach that place again
Another mans arms I may embrace
But he will never be allowed that grace
An amazing man is gone
The light on this day gone
They say time heals and I guess it will
I draw on my inner strength
That will bring me through
My heart is pure
Some say it is made of stone
I don’t know why I let you find the cure
My soul is bruised
And I guess a bit confused
Although a part of me remains true
To the man I called my best friend
Our lives intertwined will quickly unravel
Shattered as easily as plans to travel
Saying Goodbye is the hardest thing to do
To think that time passing means what we shared
Will not even leave a footprint in the sand
I will miss you always